To feel very defeated and sad:( , I'm 36+2 weeks today I was supposed to get induced today but I knew I wasn't going to as the talk I had with the consultant yesterday made me feel very much pushed away. My waters ruptured and have been ever since 34 weeks I've been in hospital for a week with reduced movements and pains etc. they sent me home with steriod shots and antibiotics till today I was supposed to be induced. I felt very pressured by the consultant yesterday she was telling me why can't I wait till 37 weeks etc. when it was the doctors that booked it for me.. she also made out like I was lying about my waters to the point she asked me to pull my leggings down there and then and show her my pad.. then telling me she couldn't find my booking which I had to point out myself to her on her own computer. I have adhd and anxiety so when they rung me this morning they started with " the consultant mentioned they're might be no beds didn't she" so I knew she had put her little input across , there's not enough midwives to accommodate my induction today they will try tommorow. I'm annoyed as I've been told so many different things by so many different doctors , one told me to get my partners paternity to start Monday as he can't take no holidays due to it being a new job and him taking all his holidays while I've been in and out of hospital I have 3 other children at home so he's been taking care of them. I have a feeling there going to keep doing this till I'm 37 weeks which will be a whole week wasted of my partners paternity, I'm very fed up :/