12 ovulation days in a row (2 peak, 10 high), maybe a faint positive, so confused

[mmwilliby]

Okey dokey. I've been pregnant before, my son is 3 now. I never had any symptoms with him. Didn't have ovulation symptoms, period symptoms, implantation symptoms, and no pregnancy symptoms until 8-10 weeks. The only reason I tested with him was because I was sitting there one morning and suddenly my had this feeling that I needed to test. Lo and behold, BFP.
This time around has been the polar opposite. Today is my 10th high fertility day and I had 2 peak fertility days before that, all in a row. I've been serial testing because I feel I'm going insane. I haven't bled or even spotted (usually I'd bleed within a few hours of missing my BC, but it's been a month and nothing). I'm having every single pregnancy symptom ever. Today was the first time my morning sickness hit me so hard that I nearly threw up on my husband's breakfast.
I haven't had periods since my son was born, really. I took BC continuously because of endometriosis, but I'd have breakthrough bleeding here and there.
I've been testing negative, but I swear to god there's a faint line today.
Am I totally delusional? I just have that feeling that I'm pregnant. Like I just know. But do I??? I feel like I need to be in the looney bin.

Follow up to my 12 ovulation post. Sorry, idk how to edit or add stuff on. New to this.

Second follow up. Same pregnancy test in different lighting.

@mmwilliby I'm a bit confused... So is this your first month off BC and TTC? And you had 12 peak/high opks? And now, how many dpo (since first high/peak) are you?

I do see a veeery faint line on some of those pics. I guess you will just have to wait a few days and then test again! Good luck!

Sorry, just re-read and see that this is your 10th high day after two peak days. So this is basically 12dpo since first peak opk? Could well fit in terms of timing. 🤞🏼👍🏼

You could say dpo? But today I'm still reading high fertility. However, here's this morning's test. Yesterday I had to tilt the test back and forth to see anything and had to be careful what light I looked at it in. Here's this morning's. Doesn't matter if light or shadow, I can see it. And it definitely has color to it. Not just a squint of color.

@mmwilliby sometimes people get high opk readings from pregnancy hormones too... I'd say this definitely looks like the beginnings of your BFP.

https://www.whattoexpect.com/getting-pregnant/ovulation/can-ovulation-tests-detect-pregnancy#:~:text=An%20OPK%20can%20be%20positive,two%20hormones%2C%E2%80%9D%20says%20Dr.

I hope it's something real. I've been in limbo of whether I'd want it + or - , but I was like "meh, I have endo, I just had my second surgery for it Jan 2023, it took me nearly a year with my first son, I had to have medical intervention to make it happen, it's gonna take a while to have another baby and by the time I get a BFP I'll be ready". Now I just need the real answer because I wanna know whether I should be sad or happy! I despise limbo with anything in life, so being in limbo with my own brain AND a pregnancy test is driving me absolutely bananas. If this is real... it means that this time around, I stopped BC, two days later I had peak fertility, my husband and I had sex the first day, and that's when it happened. 🤯😂💀

Oh, yeah, I've heard about the positive OPK. I just assumed my body was being dumb because of medical issues or because the test was messed up. Because I never had a cycle before this and y'know the Clearblue digital ovulation app makes you enter in your period and I was like "uhhh gosh idk I'll just pick these days...that's what a 'normal' woman's cycle would look like, right?"

I'd say that's a line for sure! Congrats

Oh wow! That is quite an achievement! Especially with your history! I hope you get your confirmation soon and that all goes well 😊💕

Thank you...🤞🏼 tomorrow and the next.

I would say that's a line and I never see them on these things! Hoping it progresses for you!

Thank you!! 🥹

I posted updates on another forum and everyone there told me (in a polite way) that I was delusional. I stopped feeling any symptoms at all today. Yesterday morning was the last time I felt anything. Granted, I also came down with a 102.4° (Fh) fever yesterday, so my body has been displeased.

Included some pics. Some are the same I've already posted where a few lovely ladies here agreed they saw something. Some new ones.

I've taken these same tests for all of time, and I've never seen an evap or the shadow from a hormone line show up in high-saturated pics or negative pics. But maybe I AM delusional. I suppose I should try to stuff it in a box and come back later to it. Or accept that it was just a drive by chemical and stop paying attention to anything.

Thank you all for your input last time 💕

PS--the test from today seems a bit janky to me, how it starts off straight and then goes sideways halfway through. I've never had a line appear like that before? I also peed at 2am after sleeping for hours on end, unknowingly chugged a ton of water in my sickly stupor, then tested again at 6am when I was beyond hydrated. I know in the early phase, that can mess it up. Who knows. Certainly not me!