Sorry just needing to vent. I am 18 weeks with no 2. My eldest i just over 2 and is wonderful but lots of energy. And has decided in the last ten days to start waking up an hour earlier than usual for no apparent reason.
I've been ill basically non stop for a month - Strep A (courtesy of my daughter) which then developed into a dreadful case of tonsillitis and finally had a couple of days of feeling better before coming down with a cold which has now been lingering for ten days and still going. I am exhausted. i just want to feel well again and i can't even take decent pain killers. We had a week booked off work before my husband started a new job but ended up with the tonsilitis all that week so just spent most of it feeling ill. Due to the change he now won't have anymore time off before baby arrives as will likely have to use his leave for paternity leave.
The new job means an extra day in the office which means me picking up the slack in the evenings. he usually picks up my daughter on a monday but yesterday he had a meeting he couldn't say no to so it meant me getting up earlier to get into the office so i could leave early to pick her up.
I am also diabetic and after 18 weeks of strict diet i am fed up. fed up of the same meals. I just want to sit and eat what i want. I've had a few bad days where i've eaten badly cos i am just shattered and i am so anxious about the harm i'm doing my baby. now my diabetic midwife appt has been moved from phone to in person and i'm worried i am she's just gonna tell me off. it also means having to move my in office day which means missing lunch with my family which is my only real social time with my family without the kids running round.
Sorry for the long post. I don't really expect anyone to read this but just needed to vent. i just want to cry