Hello everyone, I just need some sort of reassurance I don't know how or why but I'm struggling. I remember with my son's pregnancy I had these thoughts but not as bad.I am diagnosed with anxiety and depression ( the depression I have learned to cope and how to not let it get bad) but anxiety i struggle with. I keep having horrible thoughts that I'm scared to have this baby which is crazy as he's my 3rd baby I wasn't this and before. I'm petrified to enjoy or get excited even tho I really I am I don't want to show it because the constant feeling of " will my baby be alive in delivery " l will I take a baby home" " what if he dies of sids" I'm so so paranoid and it's on my brain 247 I don't know how to deal with it but all I do is cry! Even my other two children I find myself checking on them at night n having thought that I'm gunna loose them it's the most awful feelings and thoughts I can't stop them and it's getting me really down 😪😞