Lol mad thing happening and I'm kinda just wondering does anyone else have any fantasies or desires that have suddenly sprung up during pregnancy? I feel like going insane. Is it hormone related ? Where does this madness come from.
I keep fantasising about a man , I've literally moulded him, his personality , how he behaves around me ect. I've never been so physically attracted to anyone before like I am with this invisible dream man.
at first it was just when i was super releaxed in bed i would go into some kinda of state . Not sleeping but completly zoned out of real world. He's now showing up in my dreams at night.
Started dreaming he's the father of my baby lol even tho I've been with my husband 20 years and had ivf so it's definitely his baby. And even worse, I want it to be his baby.
I'm feeling an awful lot of guilt. I find myself eager to get upto bed very early at night so I can zone out and start dreaming of our life together. It's really fucked up and I feel its started to take over my real life. I find myself longing for him all day long and just want to sleep so I can feel his touch. I'm intimate sexually with him always. I feel like im completely falling in love with someone who isn't even real. Its started to create distance between my husband and I. My baby is so longed for but now I'm questioning if I made the right decision as I feel so unhappy with him.
Anyone have any unusual behaviour changes in feeling like this ? I'm so guilt ridden it's tearing me apart cause I feel like im cheating on my husband in my head and dreams.
Am I going mental or is this normal during pregnancy to experience some kind of weird changes