I’m due on the 30th (originally thought it was February)
yesterday I turned 37 weeks, was really restless , walked over 15000 steps , danced at home for an hour and felt fine.
Today I woke up with anxiety I think it’s anxiety. Just really weak and emotional, I can’t stop crying, full on sobbing crying. Sent my kids to school (one a bit poorly) feel worse because I feel like I let them down this morning. I work for my dad (who is poorly with dialysis) he’s an accountant and it’s tax return month so I’m not going on maternity until the 24th because I’m worried about him struggling and getting stressed but text him to say I couldn’t come in and now feel bad about.
My partner has been in here in ways but not how I need him. No cuddles, he falls asleep, we haven’t gone out and done anything nice together for the day in a while, he doesn’t cuddle up to me at night and we haven’t had any physical action in ages . He saw I was emotional and dealt with it by saying, have a nice bath and chill. Then went to work and that doesn’t help either.
I don’t think I have any signs that labour is near. I just feel so low and so tearful I want to hide and not deal with anything at all today. Don’t even want to watch tv. Just want silence and my blanket and my cat and I can’t find my cat!
anyone else a big mess right now?