So I don’t really have a question and I have never used a forum before but I’m just feeling incredibly lonely and emotional. I’m almost 11 weeks pregnant, our first scan is on the 9th of January. It was around 11 weeks, a week before our first scan back in April that I miscarried so my anxiety is at an all time high. I also previously miscarried last year but between 2-3 weeks. I haven’t let myself get excited or overjoyed and I’ve stayed cleared of purchasing anything baby related or even considered anything baby related. Finally felt a little more real after first midwife appointment last week. On top of those feelings I have had terrible sickness which is all day, something I did expect as I had suffered severely with my first and only child. Anti sickness tablets are helping but it is effecting my mood feeling lousy and no motivation. I have family and I have friends aware of situation and I know they try to be supportive and say not to worry. I’m also not very good at sharing my feelings so I don’t know it seemed easier writing them down and pouring them out to strangers who actually might have experienced the same or are feeling the same way and just want to vent, like myself.