Hi everyone, yesterday (Xmas day and today boxing day '23) were really rough days for me. I have been hit really badly by pregnancy rage, first time. I normally am a little wound up and snappy as a person mostly period related, but on the whole I am relatively relaxed and patient.
Yesterday my husband who is actually a really good person, and someone I absolutely adore really upset me, it's safe to say I didnt take this very well. I felt like I just lost it emotionally, didn't feel like he listened, and just doesn't seem to know me at all. Well I experienced my first rage. I got very upset and didn't want to be near him, I shouted at him and was verbally cross at him.
I feel I have just lost it emotionally. I made.the dinner myself, my family arrived , they left and I went straight to bed..I feel terrible and I also feel very angry and really sad that.he doesn't seem to know me at all. I am totally overwhelmed with rage and anger and it doesn't even seem that bad.now I reflect and type it.out. I have felt awful, banging doors, throwing things in my room, away from him, ignoring him. I just.cant seem to stop feeling angry. Has anyone else felt this way? I am ashamed, angry and upset and it's just too much. I love him dearly but between the both of us I feel we have totally spoilt our final xmas.alone. I went.to bed at 7pm.last night and didn't appear until.1pm today. I have felt anger and then have been crying non stop for 2 days and I feel I don't know what to do. He has apologised but I can't seem to stop feeling angry!
Help. I am not used to this at all especially so late in my pregnancy. Christmas has not been enjoyable at all.