This is going to be a long one... yesterday morning I went into my hospital for an ultrasound to check baby's growth. She's measured on the 4.6th centile since 20 weeks, I'm not 28 exactly. The fetal medicine specialist we have been given is lovely and we have had her for the past two scans. The 23 week follow up scan was all good, baby is just little. I was told by her there and then I'd be in for another growth scan in 4 weeks time and prescribed some aspirin. I kept checking my appointments on the hospital app and she forgot to file all of them. It took me calling the community midwife hub last week for these appointments to be ACTUALLY scheduled. Or I would've been forgotten about. So flash forward to yesterday, I'm having the scan I was mean to be having 4 weeks after. I was told my placenta isn't working quite hard enough which could be why baby is little. I was then sent into the maternity unit for monitoring; and baby's heart rate decreased on the monitor towards the end because she was moving and picked right back up again. So I was kept overnight. I've been an emotional wreck last night into today because I'm homesick and I'm just desperate to be home with my toddler and partner. I was transferred over to a bigger hospital this evening which is where I'm staying overnight, just because monitoring wasn't perfect today because I was crying and stressed and moving around a lot, so they've had to consider early delivery. So far since being at the new hospital, her monitoring has been absolutely perfect (touchwood) and there hasn't been any concerns from doctors. Would I be wrong to self discharge tomorrow if there's an improvement from yesterday? I can't sleep and I can't eat. I'm so homesick. I have a regular (and very often) pattern of movements from baby so I'd know to call the hospital if anything was wrong.