So backstory is not TTC but last month I dreamed I was pregnant and it made me open up that discussion. My partner, ever practical, said it may be too difficult to consider given I have many health issues (chronic migraine, mental health wobbles, chronic fatigue syndrome) but something within me really wanted to anyway, but I put it down to being more emotional since the dream and decided to give it more thought.
This month, I'm 7 days late (if my period came on the earliest day of my cycle) and 1 day late if it had come the latest day. I average 29 days and have had 33 in past and I'm cd 34 today. Have taken multiple tests since being late and all bfns but still no AF. I'm going nuts with the not knowing. I'd be happy if I was pregnant actually, not sure about if not, every time bfn I feel disappointed but hope I just tested too early or something. I have a clear blue digital still in wrapper I'm just too scared to use now after all the bfns from cheapo stick ones!