I am losing my mind. I found out I am pregnant a couple of weeks ago. I thought I was futher a long but EPU say I am 4 weeks and 6 days. I had a small amount of brown discharge on Monday and asked if I could be seen earlier in the EPU. I haven't had any discharge since. But have had back pain.
I was scanned by a sonographer yesterday who couldn't see a pregnancy. I was then scanned today by the consultant and I don't feel like the consultant told me everything, maybe there is nothing that she can say at the moment. But the report says:
There is blood within the endometrial cavity 16x5x20mm (is this a lot?), no obvious intrauterine sac seen. Next and lateral to right ovary is a paraovarian cyst with haemorrhagic components. Left ovary normal.
My hcg on Monday was 534 u/l and progesterone is 37.
Management as per PUL and to check hcg tomorrow
I already had my right fallopian tube removed about 3 months ago. I feel so emotional. The consultant just said that we won't know anything for definite until I have my bloods rechecked and that we either see a pregnancy in the uterus or somewhere else. I am so scared. If this is an ectopic I just want it dealt with now and not have to worry about more scans. I don't want to deal with this anymore. I feel like I'm not meant to have a baby and I should just give up trying now.
I'm assuming that if there is blood in my uterus that a pregnancy won't be viable.
To top it off my sister is 7 weeks pregnant with her 3rd baby and she is sending me scan photos. She doesn't know about my pregnancy and I would not tell her because in the past she's had a nasty way of throwing these things back in my face and I just couldn't deal with that.
Has anyone gone through anything similar?