Doesn't help that I found out at 3ish weeks.
No scan for 12 weeks (by choice as having three by twelve weeks last time didn't stop me miscarrying at 16 weeks!), can't talk to anyone about it yet, making excuses left, right and centre for not being sociable (in other words, not going out drinking), or suggesting breakfast/lunch/coffee dates that are in themselves suspicious. Worrying some friends are feeling a bit cold shouldered which I can't explain until I can, IYKWIM. Absolutely shattered and CONSTANTLY hungry, might not actually be pregnant at this rate, might be bloody worms, I'm ravenous.
Ahhhh it's just all feeling bloody slow. I'm really trying to be patient, I was doing all right but Im 9 weeks today and just suddenly feeling sodding impatient.
I can't even shop. I already have a wishlist full of items for baby/babies room, but buying that would be horrendously bad luck, can't buy maternity wear yet, but also no point buying myself normal clothes at the moment. Currently crocheting a blanket in yarn that I thought was orange with a hint of pink, which turned out to be pink with a hint of orange, so wondering if I'm wasting my time on it at the moment.
Gah. 12 weeks, hurry the fug up. Let's bloody get on with it.