Please don’t judge. I’m feeling so overwhelmed and full to the neck of fear. I’m 13 weeks pregnant and currently have a 19 month old. We fell pregnant easily after a miscarriage and I was so so longing for this baby and thrilled to say the least. However the last 2 weeks I have become absolutely overwhelmed with guilt and feel like I am grieving. I honestly feel so down that it’s almost as if my DS is going to disappear when baby comes (dramatic I know but it’s a very real feeling to me) I feel I am mourning our relationship and feel like everything will completely change for us (we are very close he is my little shadow). I feel so upset that I didn’t think this true fully and wish we gave him another year on his own. I thought we were doing the right thing to give him a little friend but now am second guessing, obviously my pregnancy will continue regardless but can someone please reassure me. In desperate need of a hand hold. The feelings are so overwhelming it’s affecting my everyday life and feel I genuinely need to speak to a professional. Please don’t judge I know this can sound very dramatic ☹️☹️☹️☹️