Im in such a mess (mentally) just really need some advice or opinions please..
Nearly 12 weeks pregnant with my 4th baby and I honestly couldn't feel any less negative about the whole situation.
I feel sick morning till night and throw up most things I have eaten. My midwife checked my pee and I had no ketones in it as I've been drinking water like it's going out of fashion.. nothing else was mentioned about sickness tablets which after reading some posts on here im to scared to take In case they make me feel worse .
I feel so incredibly guilty on my other 3 children as im practically in bed all day every day with feeling this sick it's making me depressed 😞.
I have split with the dad (new partner) as I just can't even bare to be in the same room as him. He's so lovely aswell helps as much as he can with my house and kids and tries his best to look after me. He's back living full time as his flat instead of sleeping a few times a week .
I just feel so alone and im the I've causing it in the first place. There's so much I Wana get on with Nd I literally can't move about without borking and bad Smell's and im sick.
I've spoke to many people I know and they say it's normal it's hormones things will get better but honestly I just don't feel like it ever will. I've many a times wondered if an abortion would be the right choice but I chose to try for a baby so I don't think I could go through with it but I'm just so at a loss I've tried all sorts and nothing at all helps
Sorry for such a long post 😞