I am 26 weeks and have been off work for the past 3 weeks because dd has had chicken pox, i have been in hospital with bleeding and now dd has a sickness and diarrohea bug. It just seems neverending at the moment and its beginning to get me down I think I am slightly depressed, I had antenatal depression with dd and feel similar now. I know that the stress of things right now isn't helping. I am now worried about work. I had thought that my contract allows 10 days full paid sick leave a year but today I have found out that that is not the case, and as a result my pay this month will be pretty much nothing. The prospect of going back is getting me down, even though I really enjoy my job. I know I can start maternity leave at 29 weeks, but it looks like dd will be off nursery for another week which means that by the time I go back I will be 27 weeks and will have been off for a month. I have to go to the doctors tomorrow to get a sick note for the time I've already had off so I can claim SSP, but I am tempted to ask him to sign me off for a further 2 weeks until 29 weeks so I can go straight into maternity leave. Does anyone know how this will affect my maternity pay? Because of the time I've already had off things are going to be a bit tighter anyway, but I really do feel very anxious and depressed, to the extent where I don't know how realistic it is to think about adding to my stress by going back to work. I am a single parent and I work full time, with an hours commute each way, which is stressful enough. I feel a bit of a failure for not feeling up to going back