Hi everyone. Not sure what I am after? Maybe just a hand hold or some positive stories.
So in my last pregnancy with my DD 9 years ago when I was 21 I ended up developing pre eclampsia at 37 weeks after having a completely stress and problem free pregnancy. I remember it being quite a scary time. Had seriously high BP and developed all over swelling and blurry vision very suddenly and had to be immediately induced. Anyway as awful and scary as it was and I thought I was going to die at one point my DD was born healthy and everything turned out okay in the end.
Fast forward to now. I am currently 8 weeks pregnant. I just feel quite terrified of developing it again and its making me feel really shit.
I had a huge bleed 2 weeks ago and thought I was having a miscarriage. I went for a scan at the EPU where they said the baby was still there and looked fine but I had something called a heamotoma. Id never heard of this and after doing some research when I got home. It said it was relatively common and nothing to worry about, however it could be a risk factor to developing pre eclampsia later on.
Ive also been suffering from horrendous migranes since becoming pg which I dont usually have. After looking up about migranes in pregnancy it again said that this could be an indicator that you may go on to develop pre eclampsia.
Looking at the nhs pre eclampsia page. It says you are at risk or developing it again if you had it with a previous pregnancy and also if your last pregnancy with about 10 years ago.
I just feel really paranoid that its going to happen again, as I seem to be ticking every single risk factor box. I couldnt get my first booking appointment until 2 weeks time as there was no space and by then I'll be 10 weeks. It says on the nhs website that your midwife will probably advise you to take aspirin if you are high risk. Do you think I should maybe just start taking it now anyway before my appointment in 2 weeks to be on the safe side?
Sorry for the long post. I just feel really scared and am paranoid that im some walking time bomb going to have a fit or a stroke or something awful.
Any positive stories about any of you having high risk factors but then not going on to develop PE?
Thanks