Long post bare with please ,
So I’m single and pregnant im still quite early on but bit of a back story, I had been seeing someone for a while on and off but it was quite a casual thing anyway I caught pregnant, both of us were shocked he said he would support etc but I didn’t realise he was talking about termination wise when he was saying don’t stress we will sort it out etc so he has been dead set on me having a termination however I have wanted a baby for a long time and I feel wrong to get rid of it just because of the circumstances and worried I wouldn’t get another chance.
so weeks went by we were speaking and then arguing mainly as I wasn’t sure what I was going to do and this was making him angry,
fast forward now I’m 3 months I’ve made my decision I know it may be hard and lonely but my decision is made so we spoke yesterday and he said he would rather change his number and me never be able to contact him so I said fine if that’s how you feel I can’t change it weather I agree if you don’t want the baby I can’t force you and I then blocked everything I have of him. My question is though I’m really scared to announce my pregnancy mainly because what do I say when people ask who the dad is and judge me etc I know it is my own doing by going through with it but I’m really struggling and I feel like I haven’t enjoyed any of it because I am so worried of other peoples opinions. Only a handful of people know at the minute