I'm a emotional wreck right now. Yesterday I got given the pessary which was removed today as it's unsuccessful.
Didn't sleep all night because the lady next to me was having labour pains bless her heart.
Then I get a call at 4:50 from my mum to say my nan is in resus as her throat has completely closed up!!! Just can't get any worse then this. She's a bit better now but she has incurable cancer and this is very emotional for us.
I had a examination just now and I am strong and can cope with sweeps, examinations etc BUT this examination was fucking painful as fuck!!! Yesterday I had a sweep before my pessary and was made 3cm get the midwife just said im definitely 2 not 3 cm so what the actual fuck is going on. I just feel all over the place my partner can't be here cause he's looking after the kids and my mum and family are at the hospital with my nan. Just feel so alone and this induction is very difficult. I just want a c section but they are warning me off of it because I've had 2 vaginal births ahhh.
Im 41 weeks do not know what's wrong with me and why I couldn't handle that examination when usually j can wtf !!!!