I knew chances were low this month as we only managed to bd 3 days before ovulation this month so I should have expected af but everytime AF arrives I just feel so disappointed and sad and want to sit and cry.
I'm a happily married 36 year old mother of 3 wonderful c section children youngest being 9 and we decided end of last year(sept/oct) to start ttc #4 I fell pg with early loss in march so probablyhave my hopes up too much as they say you're more fertile after loss i just get so sad and disappointed when she arrives as i feel the clock is against me now and mentally torture myself that fertility is possibly declining now I'm past 35 sorry for my rant but just needed to talk and get this out my system and maybe someone has some lovely success stories after 35 to cheer me up