Hey
So I'm just looking for maybe some positive outcomes if you've had the same situation or similar as I'm in right now. Even advice I'll happily take, but please don't judge me & try to push your opinion on me.. As I've seeked help here before & unfortunately I was very much shocked by some responses!
So I found out on the 15th May I was pregnant (faint lines) having had previous loses, 1 other early miscarriage & a 32 week angel baby.. I have one dd earth side.. On the 15th May the lines were there but faint, they continued to get darker. I booked myself in for a private early viability scan, going by my lmp on the 19th April - I should've been about 6 weeks or more, but there was an empty gestational sac measuring 10mm, I'm told this is equivalent to 5 weeks.. So the lady at the private scan said she couldn't rule out eptopic etc so I was to contact my local epu which I did, they waited a week & again another empty sac - measuring apparently 15/16mm 6 and a half weeks.. no embryo etc again.
I was due to be scanned Monday but I thought personally it was too soon, as it had only been the Monday before (12th) so they've put it back to Thursday (22nd) 10 days.. I'm still holding onto the tiny bit of hope, although I'm obviously being told it's unlikely..I'm broken, lost & I just have no idea, my body's pregnant in every way, feeling really sick, sore breasts if anything the symptoms have gotten stronger.. my tests are dark but I stopped taking them because its just mentally making me not cope more as I know HCG can still rise. In my first early miscarriage I bled really heavily with pain.. This time nothing. If anyone can offer anything positive or advice etc. I'd be grateful, even just tell me how the hell I cope with another loss. It took me so long to even think about trying again after last time, I'm just feeling in limbo
Thanks, sorry for the long post 🫣