I’m hoping I’m a few months I’ll look back and think what an idiot but for now I’m completely and utterly freaked out with my OCD!
This post is disgusting so sorry and TMI warning…
I’m putting this on here for someone to give me some advise such as “you’re being a silly cow” or any other response that could be helpful! I have OCD and it’s been worse since pregnancy, I’ve been referred to a specialist
To the story, I get out of the shower and my partner lifts the toilet seat lid, the toilets blocked. I got the toilet brush to try and push the tissue down and it didn’t work, my hand was going in the water at this point and completely grossed me out water was clear but I see a tissue with something on, (will spare you that but you can use your imagination). I flushed the toilet, again, stupidly and some of the water hit me by the eye and the side of my mouth. Water goes everywhere all over the floor etc, I thought I also saw bits of cat litter in the toilet, the wooden pellets although partner says there wasn’t.
Partner then takes over and I run to wash my hands and face. The ceiling then starts leaking, we put a bucket down, it looked like pee to me but again partner said it was clear water and that it couldn’t have been. It’s now stopped I’ve mopped and cleaned the floors but I’m totally disgusted that it went on my face and the fact that my hands are currently dry from washing them and that potentially poo/litter/wee has gone on my face and in my skin. As I Said, I have OCD and am pregnant and I’m completely freaked out over the fact that this could somehow harm the baby.
Please, I’m mortified.