Me again. How fucking ironic a few weeks ago I was wishing for vanishing twins syndrome, and now to be told I may lose one due to unequal placenta distribution and have fetal growth restrictions type 2.
I am under weekly scans now. Today, at 17 weeks they were about to put me to ablation surgery but it's too risky as they are too young.
I am feeling so shitty that a few weeks ago I actually wanted one to die, and now I am willing them both to survive.
The doctors said that there is nothing I can do to prevent or help them twins, but I am at a loss and want to do something. Old wives tale? Anything superstitious? Including praying to devil/satan to keep the twins in me as long as possible.
I saw that average gestation age is 26-28 weeks and am really hoping this isn't the case, so please help/handholds/everything in between.