Hi guys. I found out on 2days ago that im pregnant and I’m 5 weeks today.
I have been an emotional wreck prior to finding out, I was nauseous, I have been sensitive to smell. I had cramps when period was due which hence why I didn’t think anything of it.
I have had a miscarriage and 2 terminations before and I’ve been trying for years to have a baby. I found out I have a cyst in my left ovary and fibroids so it put it in my head that maybe I can’t conceive.
I was procrastinating to take the test because of the fear of it being neg as I’ve been down this path of checking everytime I go to the loo, and the overwhelming disappointment when my period appears was too much for me.
now, I’m still shocked.. I’m excited. I’m worrying and overthinking… will I be a good mom? Will be able to do this? Maybe there is some sort of mistake? Like, I feel like I don’t deserve it… however it has been in my heart forever how I want to desperately be a mom. My sisters kids and all my friends kids call me mama as I’m like a second mom to them. That’s how much I love kids…
it feels like it hasn’t sunk in yet…. Anyone else experienced this? Haven’t called my gp yet… just getting my head around what I can and can’t eat…
has anyone felt the same??