Feeling very demoralized

[BabyHope1]

Hi.
Had 4 miscarriages since May, never saw an embryo or heartbeat.
I became pregnant again. I should be 5w + 5d. Had an early scan and only gestational sack was visible, no yolk sac. I also am under the impression the symptoms I had (which were quite mild) are fading. So I m starting to accept the reality of yet another loss.
I am under treatment and really hoped things would be well this time.
I'm so disappointed and I just don't know what to do.
Any advice? I told nobody about this pregnancy, not even my partner. I feel so lonely and hopeless...

Sorry to hear you are struggling with this OP, it sounds really difficult.

I understand why you would be so worried after your losses and really do hope it works out for you this time. I remember on a thread I was reading there was one poster who went for a scan earlier than 6 weeks and was told it was just the sac and to be re-scanned in a couple of weeks. I’m sure when she went back there was a baby and they put it down to the scan being so early, so I will keep everything crossed for you that this is the case for you too 🤞🏼

with the symptoms, I know it’s much easier said than done but I would try not to worry about that as I think it’s quite common. I definitely experienced fluctuating symptoms throughout the entire first trimester and I read many other posts who were worried that theirs had lessened, for them to come back with a vengeance a little while later.

It’s an incredibly anxious time anyway during those first few weeks and that is without the added worry of your prior losses, so I hope that you are able to take time to look after yourself and give yourself what you need. Please keep us updated and will be thinking of you ❤️

Thank you so much. I really appreciate the support. I am for sure not in the best state of mind right now. But probably will just make steps towards ivf. It's just too hard. Maybe this will have another outcome.
Will let you know. Thanks

Just wondering how you’re getting on @BabyHope1?
x

Thank you so much for checking in. Last Thursday I checked my hcg and had another scan. HCG was ok and scan showed yolk sac and maybe a heartbeat but they couldn't really tell. So there is hope, but I m trying not to let my expectations go crazy. I'll have to wait till next scan.

Thanks again. 🤗 I'll get back with news once I have them.

I’m so pleased it was more hopeful news this time. Will keep everything crossed for you🤞🏼