I am so devastated. I have had such a traumatic time on my journey to concieve. For you to understand how I feel I'll tell you i've got 1 DS, had 3 miscarriages and had anotherDS who died from SIDS. I found our I was pregant 2 and half weeks ago or so, was booked in this morning for a 6 week scan (should be 6+2) and of course I've started spotting. The scan didnt go well, only a yolk sak visible and the midwife wants to repeat a scan in 2 weeks in case my dates are off (they aren't.) I do have history of bleeding and I'm prescribed progesterone but I'm feeling cramps and I know this is another miscarriage.
The real kicker was it was a year ago yesterday since my son died. I'm not religious but I really believed this baby was a gift from him, that it was fate to be pregnant a year on from the month he was born and died. I don't think there's any hope I've had enough miscarriages to know harmless bleeding and miscarriages. I just hope this is over with soon as my last miscarriage ended know surgical management. Time to throw the towel in? I feel cursed.