Just looking for some advice/experience.
I got a call on Friday to say I have GD. They didn’t tell me my levels or anything so I’m not sure how bad it is (I was actually stuffing my face with a chicken burger and chips at the time 😩).
I don’t have my appointment with the diabetes midwife until the end of next week so I’m unable to test my levels etc until I get my test kit then.
The main thing I’m worried about is.. what if I’ve actually had this for ages and didn’t know?! From the start or even normal diabetes, undetected before pregnancy?! My diet in the first few months has been HORRENDOUS!! Way worse than it was with my first born. Every time I told the midwife I couldn’t stop eating rubbish she would say things like have what you want, your body knows what it needs etc… so I lived on takeaways, so many carbs and fizzy sweets were my biggest craving!!
I am so, so scared that I’ve caused some permanent, irreversible damage to my baby 😢 my urine has always been fine but I’ve still had a positive GTT so I can’t rely on the fact that my urine has been an accurate reflection of any issues!
Sorry for the long ramble - please help!! 😖😭