Hi everyone.
So last week when I should have been 7+5 I went to the hospital and got a scan due to pain on one side. They worried it was ectopic. However all was fine, I had a large cyst but I was measuring only 5 weeks. Only a gestational sac was found. They advised I probably got my dates wrong and have scheduled me for another scan next week.
Today however, I have started bleeding and cramping. I know deep down its been a blighted ovum and I'm now losing this baby/pregnancy. Its heart breaking as I had 2 miscarriages last year too. This pregnancy actually happened immediately after our last loss. So it felt a real blessing and a sign.
I'm lucky enough to have 2 beautiful, healthy children already but I'm beyond devastated that this is happening again. My partner, eldest son and I were so excited and so happy. Delighted that this pregnancy had made it to 7 plus weeks.
My partner had said he couldn't go through it again as its been a pretty gutting year. We have both been so excited, making plans etc so it seems wholly unfair.
All I want is another baby before I'm too old (I'm 35 now, have pcos also) I just can't believe it. These babies have been loved immensely from day one.
I'd happily try immediately after this or at least after a period but he says its too difficult going through a loss again.
What should I do?
I love him dearly and don't want to lose him but how can we resolve this?
I know it's early to be thinking such things as I'm in the process of a mc but I need the hope of having my rainbow baby one day or I feel I will really suffer mentally this time round.
Any advice is really appreciated, thanks.