So i was with this guy for a while but i felt i was living a lie im in love with my best mate hes in love with me so i ended the guy things started heating up with my best mate saturday i found out im pregnant with the ex im on the pill this is not planned i lost my oldest child thru cancer i still haven't come to terms with that i feel like i was finally getting somewhere with my life and i was finally getting what i jave always wanted now i feel stuck i don't know what to do, do i tell my best mate , do i keep the baby i just dont know what to do😔