Pregnancy after 2 very early miscarriages/CPs

[allgoodthings84]

Hi everyone

I had an early miscarriage/CP in October and then another one in November! I was 14dpo (day after AF due) when I tested positive both times as I don’t test early. The test lines were quite faint both times. Then 16dpo the test lines were a lot fainter think nearly negative then 18dpo I started bleeding. The same exact same thing and timings happened both times.

on Saturday I was 14dpo again and got another BFP. I was shocked to get pregnant 3 months in a row but terrified. On 14dpo my line was the same shade of red as the control line and I took the second test in the pack today at 18dpo as I’m scared as it’s the day I started bleeding before. My test line today is a bit darker than the control line so I’m feeling a little more positive but I can’t get the worry out if my mind. I’m so scared it’s going to go the same way again.

my 14dpo and 18dpo tests are below. I’m not going to keep buying more frers as I I know it will only make me feel better for 10 seconds until I start thinking it can still happen like I did this morning

I just wish I could feel excited like I did with my first pregnancy but instead I’m filled with worry.

I had 2 chemicals in 3 months then got pregnant again after my second chemical. I’ve just been for my 12 week scan and everything’s perfect. Get an early scan as soon as you hit 6 weeks for reassurance- it really is a horrible thing to go through and it sucks the joy from early pregnancy. Wishing you all the luck in the world. 🍀

@bubble55 I was thinking of getting an early scan but thinking if at only 6 weeks it will make me feel better for a day then I’ll start thinking it could be happening now and want another and another. I didn’t have any of this with my daughter as I wasn’t ttc so didn’t find out until nearly 7 weeks and I hadn’t even heard of chemicals etc. It didn’t even enter my head that something might go wrong. I didn’t start worrying until after 30 weeks because she was measuring way too small (was just her position). It’s my partners first and he feels the same, like he can’t get excited yet. It’s a real shame isn’t it when the early days are tainted. It should be exciting.

Doesn’t help I feel really poorly today either. Lovely bug caught from my daughter and partner.