Hello,
I am 12 weeks pregnant with my first child and have my dating scan tomorrow. I am absolutely dreading it 🙁I am not excited about it at all, and I feel like I have no connection with my unborn baby.
My partner and I were excited to start trying for a baby and we have been talking about it all year so decided to start in July and I got pregnant really fast. At first, I was really excited, making lists and trying to be prepared and then the morning sickness and hormones hit. I completely went crazy and couldn't stop crying. Since week 7 I have been anxious about everything and have been questioning everything to do with my life. I.e., do I want a baby, what if I give birth and hate the baby, do I even want to be with my partner anymore, do I like my dog anymore.
I have just completely spiralled and it's really getting me down because I don't want to feel like this at all. Has anybody else been through this and can you relate at all?
Thank you