Hello all I am Currently 4+2 with DC#2 I don’t really have anyone else to talk to so I need to get this out there. I haven’t slept the past two nights because of anxiety. Basically I’ve had 1 previous MC at 12 weeks, and then went on to have a healthy (anxiety ridden) pregnancy with DD. I have been TTC DC #2 for some time and was overjoyed to see my BFP on Friday at 12DPO. I took a clear blue digital on Sunday with FMU and that came back BFP 2-3 weeks. So all seemed okay and I’d had some cramping/stretching sensations but I just took that as little bean getting snug in there. I was feeling nauseous, boobs were mega sore so I felt like it was all going in the right direction. Sunday night I went to bed but I was freezing because DH is trying not to put the heating on 🙄 anyways I was having those crampy feelings and also I’d been having an uncomfortable tugging sensation for days on the lower right side (like ovary?) I’d checked on MN if it’s okay to use hot water bottle and consensus seemed good (it wasn’t very hot just a medium hot bottle) well not long after I’d placed the hot water bottle near that tugging sensation I felt a huge POP! Like something had burst. As you can imagine I was petrified and started googling straight away. I am now convinced that it was probably the corpus luteum cyst on my right ovary that was giving that tugging sensation and it’s possible that it ruptured/burst. But all research I’ve seen says that is necessary in pregnancy for releasing hormones like progesterone to keep embryo growing. The next day all of my symptoms had gone, no cramping, nausea or boob soreness and they haven’t come back. 😩😫 So now I’m terrified that I’m walking around with what was a viable pregnancy but it’s got no chance if it doesn’t have that corpus luteum cyst producing progesterone 😭. I’m going to try to get into my GP today to explain the situation and see if they can do a scan to see what’s going on and if the cyst ruptured. Maybe they can prescribe progesterone?? Has anyone experienced anything like this before? I feel like I sound crazy 🫣 but honestly it was like someone flipped a switch with that POP. Everything has changed and my body and mood feels entirely different. 😔
ive attached my tests for what it’s worth. FRER was Friday at 12DPO and CB was Sunday morning. So it was definitely progressing well. But now it feels like someone has pulled the plug 😫😭 I can’t afford to do many more tests and I know it won’t help my anxiety anyways. I’m really putting all my hope in getting a GP appointment today.