Im 13w with DC3. Very unplanned, we will have 2 under 18 months and financially it will be a worry but I couldn’t go through with an abortion and decided I would just manage.
With pregnancies 1+2 I had severe sickness but still felt really excited regardless. I had bumps/weight gain with both early on, felt very pregnant and couldn’t wait to tell people.
This one is different. I’m not sick at all, I don’t feel pregnant, no bump or weight gain, not even thicker around the pelvis type area. When I saw it on the scan I felt nothing, like I was looking at someone else’s scan rather than mine. I can’t think about it being here as I don’t feel like it will get that far, like there’s no possible way I will have a live baby at the end of this. I keep repeatedly dreaming I’ll have a late miscarriage. I feel like there must be something wrong with it and my body knows.
I haven’t announced this pregnancy, nobody knows other than DH and I…it’s like it doesn’t exist or I don’t want people to know because it’s not going to result in a baby?
This isn’t normal is it? I’m already stuck under a dismissive consultant (same one as last time!) and I definatley don’t want to speak to her about it.