I know no one can tell me what to do just looking for some words of advice. I’m having a really hard time feeling very low. I have a 15 month old, me and my partner have been rocky for ages we decided to take a ‘break’ we clash so much I love him but don’t feel in love or happy. Recently self diagnosed myself with uterine prolapse:( doctor agreed cervix is very low and I’m on the waiting list to see a gynaecologist but could take months. It gives me horrible symptoms and terrified of it getting worse. Cervix is just inside vagina. To add to all that stress I’ve recently found out I’m pregnant. I have no idea how far gone as don’t get periods due to the pill I was taking. My partner (kinda ex) has made it very clear he doesn’t want this baby and our relationship is definitely not in the right place. I have a scan booked for Thursday to see how many weeks I am (think I’m early ish) and to have an abortion if definitely decided. I’m all for the abortion due to circumstances and how much stress im under I’m mentally exhausted. But only fear the prolapse could get worse and in future I may not be able to have another baby due to needing an operation/hysterectomy ect (from what I’ve read on internet) part of me also thinks this is my last chance to give my boy a FULL sibling. But then again I could meet the love of my life in a few years but you just never know. Im
27 and a massive overthinker , anyone been in a similar situation?