I think I've developed antental depression. I have just over 3 weeks left so I don't want to speak to a professional but I'm just so down. Our house burnt down in May and we've been living with the in-laws since, it's fine here we get along so it's not that. We should be back in our house in 2 months or so but we will bringing our baby back to a house that isn't our home and my recovery from my c-section I won't have my home comforts. I'm also having bad dreams most nights about the birth going wrong and the thought of the spinal keeps entering my mind and I keep tearing up. I'm really hating life at the moment