Anxiety of life after having 3 under 2 years

[mumlife18]

To those who haven’t followed all my other posts i have had such a rocky ride after i fell pregnant with my twins.
my partner keeps being so in and out of wanting to be with me. And in all honesty im getting really tired of it.
i literally have the worst anxiety on how i would cope on my own.
and would anyone ever want to be with me if i had 3 kids or would i be alone forever?( that one is more of a silly question i ask myself)
I am currently 16 weeks so i still have such a long while to go.

I know a woman who had FIVE kids (very young ones too), split with her husband, and was married to a lovely man within the next few years.

Of course you can find a new partner, but you also CAN do it alone if you must. Focus on you! ❤️