Tested over the weekend after a late period and am so so happy to be pregnant but my dad died a few weeks ago and today I feel so completely overwhelmed and sad that he’s not going to meet this future baby and they won’t know him. I don’t know how to process it at all.
i already have a 2 year old and the thought that they one day won’t remember their grandad really upsets me but I was comforted they met and he got so so much joy from knowing my baby so now I just feel so overwhelmed that this won’t happen with any future babies.
I know I’m being ridiculous because it is a much wanted and much loved baby and I feel like I should just be feeling happy but I feel so overwhelmingly sad