Hey everyone, I’ve just found out today that I am pregnant. I have two beautiful sons 5 and 18 months and they were planned, this baby was not and I took precautions so I’m still in shock. I haven’t told anyone yet because I don’t know how I feel. Of course a baby is a blessing and I know I should be happy, but we have a great routine etc and I didn’t even know if we would ever have more children. I don’t know how my partner will react although he’s always been supportive when I’ve talked about if this ever happened (I was curious) looks like you get what you bloody wish for. Please tell me someone else has been in this position? I don’t want to tell anyone because I don’t know what to do or how to feel. But it’s made me feel quite alone :( I feel terrible for not being immediately excited but I just can’t. Thanks x