Another miscarriage

[Pluckedblueberry]

Hi everyone. I'm posting here because I need to share my story, but I don't want to talk in person with family or friends as I feel like a failure. I found out I was pregnant last week. It is my second time since my miscarriage in Feb. I don't have any kids so this would have been my first. I was hopeful because I could feel nausea, heat in the body, firm belly.... I thought this would be my rainbow baby.

A few days ago I noticed all my symptoms faded away. Exactly like it happened with my first mmc. I feel I am living the same experience. I have mild cramps like twinges which is what happened with my first mmc. So now I'm waiting for my miscarriage to start. I feel so isularef and devastated. I have no more energy in my mind and I don't want to continue with this anymore. I hate my body and myself for failing so much.

Bless you, I just want to say that you most certainly are not a failure. Your family and friends won’t think that either and they will want to support you, having a miscarriage is so emotionally draining.

I had a mmc last January and with that pregnancy, had every symptom going, however I fell pregnant again 6 weeks later and didn’t have one symptom at all throughout my pregnancy! I wouldn’t have known other than a growing tummy and movements! It may just be that you haven’t got many symptoms? Also they do say that symptoms can ease off once the placenta starts to take over.

How many weeks are you?

A miscarriage is a horrible thing to endure, and I think it gets worse with subsequent miscarriages.

I’m so sorry. 💐