hey all
I’m currently writing this sat on the toilet in my office crying my eyes out. I am 15 weeks with my second baby. I for some reason feel like the world is ending constantly. I don’t know why I feel so sad though I am an over analyser so I think that leads me to start blaming my DH or anything else around me. I own my own business and have a lot of responsibility and people working for me so I don’t know how I’m going to get through the rest of the pregnancy. I suffered with PND after my DS was born and I’m terrified I’m on track for that again. I feel like everyone looks at me and thinks I’m successful business owner and she’s got this down but every five minutes I’m exploding either with rage or tears. I just don’t know how to handle these emotions and previously when things got tough I’d have a drink or something stronger. That’s not an option now and I don’t know where to put these strong feelings or how to ride them out? I guess I am just asking for help, sympathy, reassurance I’m not alone.