Oh sh!t

[Tangerinedreamx]

I can't believe I'm writing this I'm so terrified. So last year at the end of September I found out I was pregnant, I was very confused about the pregnancy, I would like a family one day but the timing was very wrong for many reasons and it just did not seem feasible. Initially I wanted to go through with the pregnancy but as time went on I realised it couldn't work. At nearly 12 weeks I went and had a surgical termination, this really hit me hard and I sank into a bad place afterwards and it put a massive pressure on my relationship nearly to breaking point. Its taken me a long time to get to a better place mentally.

Anyway, I woke up this morning and felt really sick. I had hyperemesis last time and also really struggled with that, even though Im not late on my period (due tomorrow), I

Your post seems to be missing the end. Have you taken a test?

I don't know how that happened. I had written quite a lot more. Yes I took a test this afternoon with what looks a very faint line. Initially I thought it was going to be negative, I went away and then came back to it 5-10 minutes later and there was a very faint line. I wondered if that could be a water or evaporation line but I'm not really sure what they are. But then again I've had that familiar sickness feeling all day and the super smell strength I had before. I can't really process it, I went on the pill pretty much straight after I had the termination so I'm in complete shock.