Feel like an idiot writing this but I need to get it out. I'm really struggling the last few days with anxiety and ocd.
I saw baby at 7+6 and again at 8+5.
The last week I'd say I've felt almost normal, no nausea (wasn't too bad in the first place) bloating has eased off a lot, I'm still tired on the evening. But basically I feel pretty good.
I've got ocd for checking things, especially before bed so it's around safety and it got worse when my son was born (he's 8 now)
The last few days I keep checking if my boobs are still swollen, they are, but I'm sure not as much as they was. Now, it might be because I keep checking them so I'm not really noticing the difference iyswim. But it's turning into ocd. It's like I'm checking and they're going to tell me if somethings changed in the pregnancy. I feel like I'm gping insane, I know it's not rational but it's getting more and more often I'll feel the need to check them 😳
I can't keep going for scans because I think then I'll start getting anxious over measurements etc if they're slightly difffent to last time.
Does anyone know if I'm just feeling the usual early pregnancy anxiety or is this seems abit extreme ?
I don't know if maybe I'm reaching that point where you start to feel abit better symptoms wise.
Does breast size fluctuate like tenderness does in early pregnancy ?