Okay I’m just going to rant here because my poor husband has taken the brunt of me acting like a hormonal teenager for the whole morning and now I feel guilty about that too which is making me even more annoyed!
I feel like I’ve completely switched, I’m a chill person and nothing ever really phases me, but these last couple of days I honestly have just been the worst. I can see it in myself and yet I’m still struggling to stop it. I’m so angry, so irritable and when my husband comes near me right now it honestly makes my skin crawl and I don’t want to be touched, which sucks when he’s just coming in for a cuddle or to say hello to bump! I am obviously in pain and very uncomfortable, but also my anxiety has ramped up and suddenly keeps telling me that everything is going to go wrong, or I’ll miss something important that my body is trying to tell me and I won’t get to meet my baby.
How the hell do people get through these last weeks, I feel like every day is an entire year! I miss feeling care free and relaxed instead of this snappy beast that has for some reason (I’m guessing hormones) emerged and is just being a total dick to everyone :(