Hello. So I may sound so selfish but I really just need some advice, that’s not from friends or family. I already have a 2 yo and me and her father have been separated for a year, I’ve been with my current partner only a few months and recently found out I’m pregnant… with TWINS. It is my own fault, we weren’t using protection as we always had the thought of what will be will be and I was genuinely excited to potentially start a family ( partner and I have history beyond my older child’s father) but when I found out I was pregnant all I did was cry at the reality of it and when I found out it was twins, well it made it even worse. I originally said I wasn’t sure if I wanted to carry on the pregnancy, due to timing , finances and just everything. But my partner is so excited said it’s something he’s wanted since before he can remember, so I pushed myself to be excited and I thought i would naturally grow to be excited about this pregnancy, but it’s just getting worse. The more time is going on the more I realise that I’m only doing this for my partner and his family. I know the family that I have told so far will understand my decision (I am only 23) but all of his family and him are so excited and his parents have gone on to tell all of his extended family (much to my anger). But on the other hand knowing what baby’s grow into I am worried I will regret my decision if I decide not to go ahead with the pregnancy especially because it’s two. I am trying to be an adult about this and really think this through but I feel like I am making decisions based on other people’s feelings. Sorry for the long post . Also I am 7 weeks pregnant so far