I've found out I'm pregnant with baby number 4. The father doesn't want another child it would mean being alone with a 4th child and I'm so numb about it all. Conception wasn't planned and was using contraception. Have personal beliefs that are making me want to continue with pregnancy but can I really do it alone again? I already struggle as it is with the 3 I have - I mean I manage and we live comfortably but it's a pinch and it's taken it's toll on me mentally. I have BPD aswell and my middle child is on the spectrum with other health issues. I don't have much support in likes of family ect so I'm just wanting to get it out my head tbh with you. I know everyone has their own opinions and different lives but I never wanted another child after my youngest was born and now I've found out I just can't get my head around it.
Thanks if anyone has taken the time to read this. Just need to get it out my head as it's eating away at me. Xx