After refusing anti-depressants for my entire pregnancy so far - I ended up having a total meltdown in front of my consultant yesterday, leading me to be admitted for psychiatric evaluation today. I am 30 weeks pregnant, first baby. Wonderful, stable partner and tried for pregnancy.
Reason for meltdown is being extreme anxiety over the baby’s health and safety. Terrified of stillbirth or neo natal death. I have a history of anxiety, and I’ve struggled with the fear of something going wrong since I got the positive test.
As I am not considered a risk to myself or baby I’ve been allowed to come home with a daily mental health assessment for the next few weeks - but they have strongly recommended I go onto 50mg Sertraline.
Whilst I know it’s important I am well mentally and physically for baby; as you can imagine I am now in a moral battle with taking the medication as I am terrified it may have an adverse on baby and I’d never, ever forgive myself. It feels so selfish that baby has to suffer because I cannot get my mental health together.
Anyone taken Sertraline in pregnancy? Honest stories please 