Hey everyone, I’m freaking out because of something that happened this week and I have no idea if I’m being irrational or if this might be a concern. I’m 18 weeks pregnant at the moment.
I had a ‘Mother-to-be’ massage this week and during the massage, it was policy of the facility for me to use a mask during the session, roughly during the 60 minutes while I was with the therapist. As it is normal during the massage, they put a folded towel over my eyes, while they did the massage. I had an FFP2 respirator mask on, which offers great protection against Covid (better than surgical masks) but it makes breathing harder + a little towel over and around my eyes (supposedly to make the client more relaxed during the massage), but which now I think it could also prevent air from entering through those open spaces around the eyes close to the nose where the mask doesn’t fit well.
During the massage I was very aware to keep track if I was breathing fine, since with a FFP2 mask it is always a bit uncomfortable. I would take deep breaths with my mouth, to make sure I had enough air going in, and I was very calm/relaxed. But ever since I finished the massage, I’ve entered into this kind of paranoia about whether I had enough air during the massage, whether the towel they put over my eyes had partially blocked the FFP2 mask, if somehow I entered a state of hypoxia (lack of oxygen in blood/tissues) without knowing or becoming aware of it, whether I got contaminated by too much CO2 I was exhaling since I had the mask on, etc.. During the massage I felt zero symptoms of anything, just that it wasn’t super easy to breathe like it happens with FFP2 and other masks in general, and I only felt a super, tiny, moment of headache later when I got home, that lasted just a few seconds, when I was already in a state of spiraling/worrying/fearful about this + I was feeling hungry.
So I am in this spiral, thinking I somehow hurt my baby’s brain development.
I feel like I lost the ability to rationally think about this and I’m just obsessing over having potentially harmed the baby’s brain or something else.
Can anyone help me see this with clarity? Am I panicking over nothing or should I be concerned?