This is positive right? 42 and freaking the f out.

[holym0ly]

For the past 10 days or so I've been feeling a bit off - pulling sensations in my pelvis, heightened sense of smell, bit of backache. I thought I was just being paranoid and was about to get my period but I POAS while telling myself off for being so dramatic and got this... It's positive right? Absolutely freaking out. Two kids already and really thought my baby days were over (which I was thrilled about TBH). Have I got the test wrong maybe? Or anyone else in this boat? I didn't think it was really even possible to get pregnant accidentally at my age... feel sick and shaky.

Ignore my username as that needs updating! I had a very unplanned pregnancy aged 43, 8mths after having baby #2 (child #1 was 3). The right decision for our family was not to proceed. Good luck with whatever you decide to do. If you go down my route please make sure you get some after care. I didn't receive any and in hindsight I was left trying to process some difficult emotions on my own.