I was on the August babies and IVF success thread but came off as felt such a fraud. It took us three years and a gruelling round of IVF to conceive and my HCG levels were originally really low, then at my scan at 6w5d there was a heartbeat but the baby was measuring five days behind. I'm going back tomorrow at eight weeks and even though I have symptoms now I feel like a fraud, like this baby will be taken away.
My partner keeps saying things like, better now than later. We have friends who had a very traumatic tmfr so I know what he's saying, but how I long to stay pregnant.
Before this our only success was a chemical which sorted itself out.
I'd love to come back to the August groups but feel like some horrible downer on all the good pregnant women who will keep their babies. I'm off work with stress today and not sleeping and generally making myself mad.
I was on beta blockers for ocd anxiety but can't take those anymore.
Anyone the same?