I have this feeling every time. And honestly having a scan brings more anxiety on the build up to it, and the day of relief after the scan and then oh yes, back to anxiety.
I've had lots of scans, we've spent a small fortune on private scans. One being at 18 weeks and we had a 4d preview. It's my hospital 20 week scan tomorrow, I turned 20 weeks on Friday and all day I've been snappy with my partner, felt anxious, just cleaned the whole house, did 500 wash loads and to end a very long shower and face mask afterwards. All of which did not occupy my mind. I've sat down now and I am just bricking it for tomorrow. I convince myself something is wrong and it freaks me out. I'm in work in the morning and then my scan is late afternoon. I just want it over and done with already. BUT then I have another 10 week wait for my 30 weeks scan. I'm going to be beside myself😫
(classed as high risk due to twin stillbirth at 24 weeks and 4 early miscarriages)