Feel so down

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I’m 27 weeks. Not my first pregnancy. I don’t want to leave the house. I’d happily stay in bed all day if I could, hiding. Don’t live with my partner although we are together. I’m ok with this.
Trying to cut down on the antidepressants I’ve been taking for many years but I don’t think I should as this won’t help at all. I’ve been crying in and off for the past week. I just feel irritated by everyone and everything. I can’t be bothered to eat, let alone cook. I’m struggling for money too. Hating the thought of Christmas as I won’t have all my DC with me as much as I’d like. Saying that, I’m a rubbish mum when they are with me as I haven’t got the inclination to do anything with them.
Not sure why I’m posting here, just letting off steam I guess

Did not want to read and run. Sending lots of love to you right now - this hard time will pass xx

Thank you. This too shall pass, as they say xx

Take each day as it comes. Every day is a fresh start as naff as it may sound it's how u think thatl define how u feel.
Please don't think ur a rubbish mum it's not easy for us mums to have all the energy 24/7 ur doing a good job.
U might have additional depression u need to speak to ur midwife pregnancy can u get ur hormones fluctuating and cause ur mood to drop.

I’m going to call tomorrow and speak to her. Thank you